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In the shadow voice
I speak your name,
Azrael..
through the darkness of the humid night,
it resonates
in cathedral carillions,
tolling, like some great, deep bell
heard for miles afar,
lulled on the swell of the wind,
this symphony,
mighty in sorrow
carried on huge, dark and silent wings,
obliterating all light,
extinguishing every flame
that strives to survive your immense unfurling.

Your name, an attribute, a mortal gift,
a blessing passed through many lips
and given meaning in their prayers.
A word
becomes an invocation
simply by the emotion
imbued in its speaking.
Azrael....
The sirens sing your name
in ways that bring the angels
and the demons to their knees.
They cannot help that they have fallen.
Your name stills the heart,
silences their breath,
culls the flame of longing from their loins.
Azrael.....
the name is Love
and ever fleeting in that kiss,
that eternity could be so quick,
so demonstrative in but a moment
where time does not exist
and forever
becomes the blink of an eye,
yet so much longer
than these days.
We speak your name,
and like them, fall,
weak-kneed into your cold, cold arms
just waiting for that kiss,
however fleeting it may seem,
it is longer than our days
and fuller than our nights
and so much stronger than our dreams profess,
and so much sweeter when Life is willing
to surrender to this song.

Copyright by Leilah Wendell

 

News

The Not So New Book

Necromance - Intimate Portrayals of Death...

Is now available! As with our other Signed Special First Editions,if you want to obtain a copy, now is the time to do so. You can read all about it by going to the Ex Libris page. This project has been another labor of love brought to you by Westgate, and I hope that you will enjoy the many wonderful images we have amassed for you in this new collection.

Open Letter

Updated 2/11/06

Greetings

Well, this page has needed updating for some time now!

In about two to three weeks, we'll be moving to a small town about 25 miles Southwest of Alexandria Louisiana (that's about 275 miles west of New Orleans).

Our time in the Crescent City has run its course. I wanted to leave in 2004, but..... Now, in 2006, the aftermath of Katrina has changed the scope of the land forever. The New Orleans we came to know and love exists no more. Actually, it was changing prior to the storm. The hurricane was merely the exclamation point on the end of a long sentence.

We had a good run here. 16 years out of 26. Not too shabby! Thousands of souls have passed through our doors and have hopefully come away with something special to remember this place by. I will always love this city and this house. For within both I have the fondest and happiest memories of my entire life. And, no matter how the city changes, those memories remain unsullied.

Where one chapter ends, another begins. The Azrael Project continues as the Westgate...goes West. The place we're moving to, believe it or not, is even larger than what we have here in N.O., plus we have 15 acres of undeveloped, treed land to explore and ponder. There are no zoning restrictions as it is "rural property", so we can do with it what we please. It will take us a while to redecorate as the whole damn town is stuck in the 70's. Now, as much as I love and remember the 70's, the decor is something that should have been forgotten a loooong time ago. But heck, when we came to New Orleans, all of the walls were painted piss yellow and we got rid of that post-haste. So, just give us some time to reinvent and recreate the NEW Westgate. Keep tuned to our forum for all the latest updates, and if they're slower in coming than normal, please pardon us as we are without broadband and subject to the whims of nature as satellite is our ONLY internet option (with a dial-up back-up, of course for those foggy morns). But, at least we can blast our stereos once again without reprisal from the neighbors two feet away! You think the wild-life will mind a dose of metal now and then?

Keep y'all posted! And, thank you ALL for the past 26 years. Only time will tell what's next.......



Amorte!

Leilah Wendell

 

A Necromancer's Prayer

Ad tu, deditio meus cor, meus amina, meus credo.
ea id cum fides ille cado in tuus potens ala
ea id cum amor ille offero calix de meus cor-
bibo profundis de meus vita ille licet cognosco altitudos
de flumen de oblivio et memoria.
ea id sine timor et cum desiderium verus
ille osculum tuus tranquillus, frigus oris
prudens ille hic memoria volo esse meus ultimas.

(English Translation)

To thee, I surrender, my heart, my soul, my trust.
It is with Faith that I fall into your mighty wings.
It is with love that I offer up the chalice of my heart,
Drink deep of my life that I might know the depths
of the river of Forgetfulness and Memory.
It is without fear and with true desire
that I kiss your still, cold lips
knowing that this memory shall be my last

Copyright by Leilah Wendell

Favorites

Leilah's Short List of Relevant Films

Recommended Films Dealing with the Personification of Death

*Death Takes a Holiday 1930's (Fredrick March)
The Seventh Seal 1940's (Ingmar Bergman)

Films That Portray a Personified Death, Although Not Necessarily Relevant to the Overall Theme

The Adventues of Baron Munchhausen 1980's
Monty Python's The Meaning of Life 1980's
Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey 1990's
Love and Death 1970's
*Metropolis 1920's
The Soultaker 1980's

Other Recommended Films that May be of Interest to the Readers of The Azrael Material

*Lady Hawk 1980's (Rutger Hauer)
Poltergeist #1 1978
Wings of Desire 1980's (Wim Wenders)
The Loved One 1950's
Phantasm #1 1970's
Fear No Evil 1980's
The Lifeforce Experiment 1990's (Donald Sutherland)
Lifeforce 1990's
Flatliners 1990's (Keifer Sutherland)
The Mummy 1930's (Boris Karloff)
Army of Darkness 1990's
Portrait of Jenny 1940's
The Oval Portrait 1968
Dellamore, Delamorte (aka- Cemetery Man) 1990's
Bullet-Proof Heart 1990's

Other Extraneous Films that May be of Interest
(Not Necessarily Recommended, but several glasses of wine might help!)

Nekromantik 1980's
Nekromantik 2, 1990's
*Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things 1970's
Return of the Living Dead (parts 1 & 2) 1980's
Ed & His Dead Mother 1990's (black humour)
My Boyfriend's Back 1990's
Final Destination 2000
The Prophecy Series 2000

Films We Do Not recommend

Meet Joe Black 1990's (Brad Pitt-iful)
Love Me Deadly 1970's (Lyle Waggoner..yup, Carol Burnett's old sidekick)
Kissed 1990's (Puh-lease! Don't insult my intelligence)
Dogma (I never knew angels cursed so fucking much!)

*Leilah's personal Favourites
(Sorry, only one per catagory!)

Leilah's Short List of Songs about 
The Angel of Death

"The Angel of Death"- Hank Williams
"Black Angel"- The Cult
"Don't Fear the Reaper"- B.O.C.
"Song For Azrael"- Trio Nocturna
"Heavy Halos"- Trio Nocturna (lyrics by Leilah Wendell)
"The Shaking of the Sheets"- Steeleye Span
"Azrael"- Crimson Glory
"Angel of Death"- The Nice
"Azrael"- Alucarda
"The Darkest Shadow"- Dark Arts
"Nekronyte"- Alucarda (lyrics by Leilah Wendell)
"The Killing Moon"- Echo & The Bunnymen
"The Kiss of Death"- Lords of the New Church
"Coal Black Smith"- Current 93
"The Reaper"- Rick Wakeman
"Charon"- King Diamond
"The Blue Gates of Death"- Current 93
"The House of No Return"- Mighty Sphincter
"Monologue"- Coil
"Stretched on Your Grave" - Dead Can Dance
"Angel of Death"- Count Raven

more to come!!